Worth the wait

I tried to reach out, there was no one around,

I was alone, there was not a pindrop sound.

I used to shiver in the dark, then you calmed me,

For the first time after long someone sees what I see.

Your one of a kind, for you there's no category,

But as always something falls short and can't be.

So what do we do, where do we go from here,

It's worth the effort, let's kill the dreaded fear.

No one knows what the future can hold,

Good or bad, its a mystery to unfold.

But why think of the future and past,

When today is a long day to last?

I can see what's in your darkness

There you go again
Down darkness lane
You don't realise
I can see and despise
All that your trying to hide
You hurt me deep inside
Reality will show
Even when you don't know

QUESTIONS

Whats the point in you saying I’m beautiful when you make me feel ugly?
Whats the point in the time and effort, when your not sure exactly?
Why should I give you surety of the future when you say you can do without me?
Why should I not look for greener pastures when you look at every pasture around?
How should I cope and control my emotions when all you do is provoke me to wits end?
How can you expect me to be secure and stable when you yourself are not really sure?
When I gave you my all you threw it back to me.
When I need you never really can make it.
Where am I to go for refuge?
Where can I search solace?


Questions that I had within me that were already there before you now seem simpler
Now everything’s more complicated. You said everything will be ok
Was that a line from some movie you picked up?