I can see what's in your darkness

There you go again
Down darkness lane
You don't realise
I can see and despise
All that your trying to hide
You hurt me deep inside
Reality will show
Even when you don't know

Save her

She wanted to love like there was no limit. She wanted to love and be loved in return. But as she transformed into a lady from a little girl, the assurance of finding this love only remained a dream or a hope. The kind of dream that leads one to buy more lottery tickets than one can afford and in the end, land up broke and in debt. That was her story. Broken-hearted and lost that's what summed up what she was until that one day, when enough was really too much.
There she was with those dreamy eyes filled with emotion during that quiet moment at the beach. When suddenly she gave up. She cried out every bit of what was in her and decided to embrace what was in her reach. The fear of landing up a lonely woman with nothing left, but the birds, trees and animals to talk to, led her to what seemed practical and not what she really dreamed of. If all the glass panes in the world broke all at the same time, the sound would be of a magnitude more than any human ear could bear. Her heartbreak was so deep and so big that it was too heavy for anyone to bear. She knew it and she swallowed a ball of saliva and took in a big sigh and told herself, "Grow up girl, face the real world. It is not a fairytale."
As she rose up and walked away from her solitude, she promised never to sit alone and think about her dream. She silenced her mind every time it wondered. She buried herself in work and other cares of the world. People turned and pointed. They called her names, they called her a crazy workaholic, a heartless ice maiden and even a freak of nature. But no one, not a single one gave her a second thought or ever really knew her.
The ice-maiden accepted whatever came her way. Half-love, half-life, half-a-man, half-a-marriage which came with more than full pain, full hurt, full betrayal and an illusion that was far from who she really was or used to be.
Save her. Look around you and you will find her in some woman or another. Don't betray her. Don't shatter her dreams. Understand that deep inside she dreams like when she was just 9-years old for a prince charming. Don't give her illusions of the one unless you are.

HMmmmmm

Here I am now I let it all go,
The consequences, I reallly don't know,
Suddenly feel so light, but alive no more,
Nothing is right but my chin is up high,
But something is missing far from nigh,
Hope within trudges me on the way,
A feeling to smile come what may,
Someday I will have you again my love,
Trusting this with faith in the one above.


----- Ritz