Soothing my heart

My Seraphim on his harp

What a sight to behold

My heart was cut so sharp

The night was coldest cold

But the music he played for me

A mixed emotion of tear and glee

He played on till he saw me smile

He promises to stay on the long mile

Even more unto eternity

God has truly blessed me

Calming the storm

Suddenly the storm turned to a cyclone,
And the tornadoes made my skies dark.
I almost thought I was all alone,
The air started to bite like a shark.

Then I heard your voice from afar,
Felt your embrace surround me,
You saved me from becoming char,
In your arms I was meant to be.

God sent you're definitely not a chance,
You're not a coincidence, an  accident,
You're for whom I saved the last dance.
This had to be, it was completely meant.

You, me and the night

These days the stars shine so bright,
It's you and me, no one else at night.
You speak words, and sometimes its silent,
You calm my heart down when it gets violent
Its almost like I'm sleeping right beside you
Everyday the same yet each day is so new
Waiting for the day when its no more a dream
When I truly have you in my arms, my light beam

Q & A

Something really beautiful has happened to me. I really can't put it in words. I don't think words from any language, but the heavenly one could describe what I feel. It's not just the way I feel, it's about how everything just automatically falls in place. Now my past seems to have a pattern, that was all developing into what this is today. I have no regrets of the past anymore. I have learned. And all I have learned I'm going to use to make this new turn in my life work.


I am not saying I have no fears and I have no issues, I am saying I found someone with whom I will make it through. So far its been an awesome two weeks. People say its too soon to say. But I say never ever felt this sure about anything. The best part its mutual. Life's situations, the outlook on life, the way we deal with things are all a perfect match. The music and art flowing out of him, is jsut so beautiful to me, it makes my life so gorgeous. I don't know how long I have on earth, but I thank him for making one of the most difficult moments of my life beautiful. Most of all thank God for him. This is not a consequence, an accident, a mistake. This was meant to be. He is my Questy and I am his Azee (Q & A). :)

(C) Rita Ghose

The longing

What is this price I have to pay?

Words are heavy don't know what to say.

When the wind brushes by my face,

Its like your caress, you sitting next to my space.

And as we sit amongst the galaxies,

Your my star, the only one I want to please.

I would do anything just to hear your voice

But in such circumstance, there's no choice

Thousand faces, encircle, they surround me,

But my seraphim, yours is the only one I want to see.

Take my hand love, lets leave everything behind,

I don't want to reason, think, or use my mind.

I just want you here by my side,

Forever in your heart to abide

This weird distance really kills me inside out

Im so restless, want to let go an endless shout

(C) Rita Ghose

Angie's rhyme on my feelings

It's been two days and I've really been restless... My only true solace has been Angie who patiently listened to my anguish.. She took liberty of expressing this in a poem.. The one that is published below.. Love you for this Angie and for your soothing words, without which I probably would have turned pscyho... Thanks for understanding me.

 I miss you

When the rain tumbles down on me,

The drops gently kissing my lips,

I miss you.

When moist pearls of dew glimmer in the morning light,

And I feel their sweetness on my fingertips,

I miss you.

When the moon casts its silver spell,

On my lonely heart,

I miss you.

When two doves twitter to each other,

Promises to never be apart,

I miss you.

I miss your arms around me,

I miss your caress, your smile, your touch,

I miss the way you say my name,

I miss you... so much!

-- (C) Angie

To Angie Paul

A few weeks ago came across a warm smile

A connection that got us talking in a while

A woman so magnificent in strength

Yet her compassion goes beyond length

All I can say proud to be a sister, a friend

Knowing her each day is new, a joy no end

It was meant to be since the first day

A special blessing upon her I pray

She makes my day, and as passes by time

Hope she will always remember this rhyme

Cos she is truly a woman so special and unique

Hope she knows I'm there when things go bleak

(C) Rita Ghose

I stick by you

I closed my eyes, this time I pictured you running away

But then I remind myself that you promised to always stay

Like weapons these thoughts piercing as arrows

Suddenly my sunny day are full of dark shadows

I fight against my mind, because I know you're true

My mind is a battlefield, but don't worry, I trust you

The past mocks me, says I never learn

Says I will surely be tortured and burn

But I really don't have concern for myself anymore,

I have surrendered myself to you, the one I adore.

Your the most precious, I can't afford to lose,

Given the chance again, it's still you I'd choose

(C) Rita Ghose

Worth the wait

I tried to reach out, there was no one around,

I was alone, there was not a pindrop sound.

I used to shiver in the dark, then you calmed me,

For the first time after long someone sees what I see.

Your one of a kind, for you there's no category,

But as always something falls short and can't be.

So what do we do, where do we go from here,

It's worth the effort, let's kill the dreaded fear.

No one knows what the future can hold,

Good or bad, its a mystery to unfold.

But why think of the future and past,

When today is a long day to last?

No breaks!!

Just when you think of taking breaks

Breathe! life will be raising the stakes

I am done with one task then comes ten

Conquer the eiffel, awaits you is the Big Ben

But why complain and fret

This is the only life you get

Fish never stop swimming till death

So back to work after catching a breath
(c) Rita Ghose